Despairing me

I can't masure how many cells have died in my body since I working on my research paper. And I never doubt that I can't graduate from Wenzao one day untill now. So, you can imagine that I am under a great deal of pressure to do this assignment. For that, I am very angry at the person who starts it firstly. How come does it happen? It's a torture and no humanity. Oh...how poor I am. I am just like a armless soldier who is sent to attend a battle that I don't like. In spite of all the upsets I have, I still have to do it. despairing me